It was a beautiful Tuesday. I woke up at 6 every morning to write. I’d moved from Brooklyn into Manhattan the week before for the shorter commute. After moving all my boxes into my new room, I went up to the rooftop terrace to take in the view. Normally, I would have faced north, toward the Empire State and Chrysler Buildings. For some reason, that Labor Day, I faced south and took photos of the World Trade Center.
I thought of how the Let's Go guide I'd bought for my first visit to New York four years earlier described the Twin Towers as so nondescript in design that the local Channel 11 used the buildings for the "11" in its logo. Other than the view from the observation deck and the rooftop platform, I don't remember myself or anyone else giving the WTC much thought.
Two weeks before the attacks, I'd turned 30. A few days before that, I'd exited the WTC for the last time. I wanted to find an outfit to wear on my birthday. I always got lost downtown. The only way I knew how to find Century 21, a discount outlet, was by cutting through the WTC near the Borders bookstore. When I'd lived in Brooklyn, I'd taken the A train, which stopped underneath the WTC.
That beautiful Tuesday, I took the bus from my place in the West Village. I loved this perk of living in Manhattan. I could stare at the big blue sky all the way up Sixth Avenue, daydreaming between chapters of the book I was reading. I arrived near work around 7 and sat for a spell, as I did every morning, in Columbus Circle. The construction of the Time Warner Center had only just begun. I thought it strange that the city would soon have a second set of twin towers.
I walked up Central Park West, past Trump Plaza and entered the doors of Non-Prophet. It was the most money I’d earned in my life, but the worst job. I arrived before 8 every morning, stayed until 8 on good days, no lunch break. When I dared use the bathroom, inevitably someone complained that I didn't answer the phone. That day, I needed to finish the monthly Board book. It was going to be a long day.
“Sorry I’m late, but did you guys hear?” Lisa, the graphic designer, walked by my desk on the way to her office. “A plane just crashed into the World Trade Center.”
“Like a Cessna?” I asked.
“No, an jumbo jet.”
We looked for news and photographs, but news sites weren’t refreshing. We heard rumors of a dozen other planes that were unaccounted for. Someone said 50,000 people worked in the Twin Towers. Boss Man came out of the Finance Committee meeting to use the bathroom.
“Two planes just crashed into the World Trade Center,” I said.
“That’s all the way downtown, it doesn’t affect us here,” Boss Man said.
But Boss Man was wrong. It was all about Non-Prophet! The building’s hotel would house rescue workers for months that fall. September 11th would become a major selling point in Non-Prophet's Capital Campaign.
“Don’t you think we should tell them?” I nodded toward his office doorway, through which I could see one CEO sitting, one leg crossed over the other.
“You just work on that Board book!” Boss Man said, shutting the door to his office behind him.
We had no radio or TV inside. Non-Prophet was like a bunker. I thought my friends calling from California, London and Sydney were overreacting. “Aren’t you going home?” they asked. I worked until 8:30 that night.
It was only after work, watching the news at my friend James’ apartment around the corner, that I learned the towers had collapsed completely. Only then did I see the people jumping. It struck me that many of them were like me – harried assistants, working long hours for low pay. I had to make a change. That day, I decided I didn’t want to spend my last day on earth as I had that morning – making copies, typing documents and answering the phone for someone else.